credits to; Irene Jeon for telling me about this drama :)
Saturday, September 19, 2009
I remember in 2nd grade during lunch, i'd always bring a big plastic bag and go outside and catch ladybugs, bring them home, and poke holes in the bag so they could breathe. Good days those were.
Music soothes me these days. I remember dreamstreet, i had a crush on that one guy and got jealous of the girl in the video -_- I miss the old shows that aired long time ago too Like catdog, and hey arnold, and rugrats, and all grown up, and the wild thornberrys, and that one beaver one too. that was nice T____T remembering the past is enjoyable.
i want to go to 한국. reunite with the family. see how much cousins grew and teach them some english maybe i also want to go to 인기가요 or music core once in my life and experience it. maybe i'll have to cheer for like 4minute 4minute's songs are catchy but sometimes the rapper overreacts too much when they perform like 'muzik' i wonder why they didn't name them 5minute since there's 5 people.
i've never seen a star in my life except for WHEN I SAW BEANS FROM EVEN STEVENS at the grove long time ago, i remember now. and i also saw vanessa and angela (rev run's daughters) o_o and i think i saw se7en at LA too, but maybe it was just someone who looked like him. but i'm sure of beans and vanessa and angela.
i remeber in even stevens when shia labeouf was a loser and with curly hair too, look at him now, transformation.
was a merry day at gkc. it was pretty fun, and also what's his face came hah. gkc is so different from ours. they all have such high energy and jump up every fridays when we just jump at retreat at the last night =( and there's like 129480695798479834 kids the high school & junior high place they worship at on fridays is bigger than our main sanctuary :O and the parent's service place is like a theater with 3 levels in one room o_o crazy big
school is alright, my 5th period teacher is :) she lets us chew gum i think, didn't really pay attention cus my butt fell asleep T__T but she talks too much
met some new people, ehe, but something kind of disappointed me -__-x i still want to whack at it kind of. i don't know.
there's someone who looks like g- dragon in my algebra2 class, mr. kottke doesn't teach much though, maybe since it's just review? i don't know.
half of my schedule changed =( now i have 1) biology - valor 2) spanish2H - leal 5) computer systems - karasawa T_____T this bites. and i knew where all my classes were -___-
oh welll, at least i still have the best pe period :)
can't wait until school starts.. and not for work or any of those academic things, but just to start a new life; fresh. i should make some commitments to stick to during the year. T____T like... - no procrastinating - no bad choices/ decisions
↑ those are the biggest ones and probably the only ones i can think of right now -_-
i don't want to start high school like how i did in junior high.
saturday will be boring -____- i just know it. this sucks. the last couple days of summer won't be exciting or anything to look forward to )=
i want a surprise. that'll make my day sensational.
just kidding, no i don't -_- i hated kindergarten. i always got bullied by a girl named julie kim who thought she knew everything, was everything, and thought she ruled the school -___- and also the *insert race* of the dark- skinned girl. i remember she always had to sing korean songs and she had to do the fan dance thing for christmas presentation. i can see a guy with a coconut- shaped head HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. (3rd on 2nd row from the left) HAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHA. many memories with my kindergarten classmates. i wonder how they're all living their lives right now, either their goody- goodies or druggies or etc. i'd like to have a kindergarten reunion, i wonder how they all look like now.. ehe. there were a lot of weird people though -_- and some i don't want to reunite with again. we're just not designated to meet again, for sure. there's one guy who looks like top HAH. (1st on 3rd row from the right).
that today is left- handed day ?! it is a very special day for us left- handed people :D i didn't know until my mother told me.
i think that's so cool how someone made a day out of the other 365 days of the year for us left- handed people :) i feel so special with the other lefties. i wonder if there's a day for right- handed people. but there's more right- handed people than left- handed and we die earlier T___T
i remember in preschool, my teacher tortured me and forced me to write with my right hand -_- she was such an insincere grandma -____-, humiliating me in front of my other 20 classmates. oh well whatever. i wonder if she's still alive though...
I just noticed i've never been to a wedding or a funeral before. I want to go to one. T____T
Never experienced the joy of a wedding and the sadness of a funeral =( If i go to a funeral, i want to powder that white powder thing they do in the river.
BUT a wedding seems more fun. With the reception and the ring ceremony.
I'd like to be the one putting on the ring for the couple.
I hate having poor internet connection -_- And right now i have no internet connection whatsoever.
No offense to aswoie but i don't want to apoq with oia during paleivn 5paos -_- When i ap9np3 i 0lkq like 1inao T____T -ja1 is really e0iaur right now -_- I 3a93 how my e0as2iw8 5pqo is gona 3nq up for the next 0q1i. But i'll just 3onq 0mi 2q94ns0 in the 1-aol and not 2=53 with oia so 4na04iwo. -_____-
learn hip hop and rap. i wish i had a husky voice T___T maybe an opportunity of becoming a rapper can come true. i think rapping is like speed singing but it sounds so snappy and cool. like when i hear someone rap i just automatically start bobbing my head -_- that's how catchy it gets. sooo, i'd like people to start bobbing their heads when i rap :)
i think hip hop looks so refreshing. like dancing all your stress and worries away. i'd like to do that. especially seeing girls dance hip hop makes me want to learn it -_-
aluisrgh;uihweit i want to learn so much thingsss. T______T. oh well, maybe i can (= nothing's impossible.
wellll today i think i'm just going to make braceletsss for those whom wanted one. x) i made like 3 last night but those we're the easiest ones Ahah,, one day i want to make the longest chevron one but that'll take forever -_- i remember the first i made one, it turned out really bad. sorrrry T__T
i will bring quite a lot of bracelets, so for those who wanted one can take more than one or new people can have them too ahaha. :) like a fleee market but it's free. we all like free stuff, right?! Yes we do. i should get more strings and make many varieties with the colors. i wonder if they have the color of like silver or gold. i know someone who'd like that HAHA.
summer went by fast, it's already august. well anyways every year goes by faster and faster according to my 7th grade science teacher. sooon high school will be over, then off to college, then graduate from college & meet the love of your life blah blah blah, then you get married, have kids, live your lives, your kids go to college, they get married and have kids, we become old and eventually leave this world, and the whole cycle just repeats and repeats and repeats and repeats. Yeeeap
Forever is a lonnnnnnnnnnng time when you think about it. Never ending..
i want snow :( i wish it would snow here T___T i love going to korea during the winter because of SNOW.
something sad happened when i went to korea during the winter like 3 years ago. we went to korea for the snow, but it didnt snow until after we arrived at america -_- s;aorighwoihgo;ihwe.
i remember that one disney channel movie when the two girls found this machine where it controlled the weather and it snowed in la. i wish that kind of machine existed =( or some genius could invent something like that.
random fact; i never knew something named bollywood existed.. o____o